Panicfangurl's Journals

i miss you!

this is to all whoi have los:my cousins luke and harry, my uncle ray, my great uncle logan, my great aunt, and to my sisters friend morgan and my other sisters friend cody and while you read this if anybody comes to your mind this is to them.

WONDER!! By: ashley michelle. .. (10-26-2008)

lying here crying about the day you left ,wondring why, but i shouldnt you were needed

youre probably better off but i cant help being selfish. i miss the laughs and cries we had

together. i often wondered how i could take something so amazing for granted and not

realize it untill it was gone. nothings the same, now the room doesnt look quite as bright

and niether does my day. i wonder what things would be like if you were here today but i

guess all i can do is wonder!!!

i hope you like ti. it really came from my heart. ive lost more people than i can count but thats just life and i know they wouldwant me to be happy and not dwell on the past.

best movie ive seen since wolverine!!!

i went and seen the movie transformers:revenge of the fallen. it was amazing non_stop action from the beginnin to the end. i was on the egde of my seat almost the whole time.shia had me from the first seen he was in wearing those jeans and red flanel shirt {woohoo} bumble bee was looking very good as well my sister wants a chevy camaro so bad. the movie was amazing im not gonna ruin it for you and say anymore soooo you have to see it yourself definately something you want to see. no need to see. i am absoluetly in love with that movie. . . . : ) tell me what you think of the movie. just drop a note!!?!!

johnny depps new role.

in case you didnt know i am a huge johhny fan i love him and i think he is so fine rather hes 16 or 45. i love many of his movies. i like pirates of the carribean,secret window,cry baby, sweeney todd, the corpse bride,ect. well i am so shocked by the new role he is gonna play and there has been talk of it on buzznet but i just had to talk anout it myself. johnny depp is going to play the mad haatter in tim burtons remake of alice in wonderland.i dont know if you have but i have seen the pictures of what johnny is going to look like and it is kinda scary lol jk it is very different to see him that way if you get the chance you have to tell me what you think i am very excited about the movie i cant wait to see it. i was just so excited i had to share the news.

johnny depps new role.

celebrating . . . . .

this is kinda boring but to me its awesome i was the youngest kid in my family until my dad met a girl and five months into there relationship she got pregnant so needless to say they are stuck with each othe now. but i was the youngest in my family even the youngest of cousins so it was a shock. but she was born a month early and they thought something could be wrong with her because my dads girlfriend has had 2 strokes and so she had to take a lot of medicine.but gracie rae was born on june 19,2008 at 7:05 p.m. so needless to say she is turning a yearold on june 19 and im so excited cause she is my baby and it was amazing to watch her get her first teeth ans crawl then climb and say dada. so this is to her :happy birthday gracie frum your sissie i love you with all my heart. ilove you and may you have many many many more birthdays.

help,help,help. . . please read this and write me back with your opinion

i have dark hair i am a brunette. it is almost black but you can tell its not. i am getting highlights done for free and i need to know what color i should get purple, blue, hot pink,or red. i was thinking any of these. what do you think. please reply with your opinion it would be a very big help. <3 thanks ashley

help,help,help. . . please read this and write me back with your opinion

leaving

in the school i went to there were 2 different schools that went to one school and when we would go to different high schools when the time came. well the time came and i had to leave all of my friends and the guy i like. my best girlfriend went to her school and i didnt even get to give her a hug bye. most of my guy friends are going to the different school i will liss them very much but the person i will miss the most is this guy who made me smile everyday. he is my ex but we are still closer than friends i love him a lot but i wont get to see him much which is sad but we text and talk from the time we get up to the time we go to bed. i will never forget all the smiles all the laughs all the hard times all the fun. i wi.l never forget all of you

love you forever, ashley michelle. loved and never forgotten.

leaving

love you forever, ashley michelle. loved and never forgotten.

do you know . . . .

how do stop a guy from hurting you. how do you stop urself from bein hurt at all. how can guys k now exactly what to say that makes you fall underthere spell. i dont understand . he isnt the guy you fell for but you are so blinded by what you thought you dont care how he really is. how can us girls be so stupid. i dont understand.i dont know why. DO YOU KNOW . . . . . ..